ONE OF THEM BEING - ME
I have been feeling rather slack in my Christian walk and unlike most people i know what it is.
Its not being in the forefront of things, taking a back seat... Enjoying the gravy train of salvation... Then one day you wake up and you feel funky in your spirit.
God calls us to workout our salvation with fear and trembling... I've read, memorized re-read and read that scripture so many times but i find myself still not grasping the fullness of that one scripture... Workout... its hard work... its not for the feint hearted...
A couple of weeks back i took a look in the mirror and had a HUGE reality shock (excuse the pun). So i did what normal people do when they feel FAT! I started exercising. Every morning when i wake up at 04:30 i feel like crying but i have to remind myself what i'm doing it for...
Kinda' like my salvation; I've purposed in my heart that i will work out my salvation with fear and trembling. Will it be hard.. Yes, Will i grow weary... Yes, Will i be lazy... Most Def. But that doesn't mean i should quit. Some days will be better than others. Some days i'll have the victory. Demons will come and i'll just blow them away. Some days i will be a few steps away from Hells gates.
BUT... I wont quit because i have a goal.
I'm the kind of person that doesn't usually finish what i start... Ask my DIY projects at home (haha). I've always went on to the next best thing. But... i'm determined to stick this out... I'm in it for the long hall coz i dont have no fall back plan. Jesus is my life and my Goal is to make it to those pearly gates of Heaven.
Love
